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Shell-shock. That's what it is.
I feel numb. My palms shine a sickening pink at me, the many crescent-shaped indents glowing clearly in a darker shade of colour. My face is stiff with dried tears. I feel as though I will choke on this air. My mind is paralysed with fear and remorse. Fear for the worst that has yet to come, and remorse for all I've caused.
Was it so worth it? A movie and a few songs...was it worth seeing the hurt I caused? Was it worth losing what trust they had in me? Was it worth breaking my promise? Was it worth wounding them that way?

*poof*

I've decided to put book excerpts in every post now :D