birdhouses

So.

As good as none of my hours since my very first duty have been clocked in.

I am, of course, extremely incensed.

Naturally, the question I am asking myself is: "Why do I even bother?"

Rather surprisingly, I think I have an answer now - not a very clear one, but one that is sufficient enough.

I do it because I want to.

I want to for several reasons, most of which are difficult to put into words, but I think the main one is that it is a PoD of myself.

I am, for want of a less cliched word, rather masochistic - but then, aren't we all?

I'm definitely nowhere near the worst one. ;)

Oh, and I've created a birdhouse.

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"Why not just say, 'Screw this, I'm going

to make birdhouses' or something?"

-Kaye in Ironside

ps: the response from Roiben was, "Because they are my people."