the rain today hurt.

and i'm leaving this here as a post so that in half a year or so, i can look back at it and laugh in embarrassment at how silly i was. for this truly is madness, without rhyme or reason, and as madness usually is it is also unstoppable. i know for certain that i will laugh at myself in the future when i think back to this, but it's hard to reason with the irrational part of me right now.

i know how this will turn out.